new day, new people?

okay, so i know ive been down a lot recently, and ive been taking it out on my family a lot. and i promised myself that if i got a blog, i wouldnt be all like emo and shit and just whining all the time but ya, it's kinda not fun to move out to the middle of nowehere in colorado. we're not even near denver or something. it's pretty lame. and i already bitched about the people. trust me, im not usually this boring and serious, lol. it just sucks when u don't have friends to go out with. or talk to long distance. yea, no one from where i was b4 has called me even once since i left. i got a couple texts, and thats it. and i mean, its not like im not TRYING to make friends. i even randomly emailed people i thought were cool, but apparently people dont actually like me that much, lol. idk why people acted like they did b4. maybe im just scary...yay?