OMG IM DONE!

wooo!!!!!! im fucking done with high school! wow it feels fucking amazing 2 be done. i mean i dont feel way smarter or special or anything, but it still feels good 2 not have to go back in the spring, lol! im not 2 sure what im going 2 do now tho...ive got like 9 months to kill before i go to college. im not too sure where i want to go to school yet, but i guess we'll see where i get in, lol. maybe i wont have many choices :P. maybe ill get stuck in ucla where a bunch of friends are going (well, ppl i knew in HS in cali). wont that be fun? but hey i made a new friend who goes there! shes a third year, and i think some of u may know her ;)....actually 1 of u is her........shell be a senior though, so idk if ill even meet up with her. but im kinda hoping to go someplace besides cali. my dad went to school at UT austin, so i applied there, but i also applied to a couple other big12 schools since they give u scholarships if your from a big12 state. obviously im not super sweet on going to UTA or any of those schools...i mean i love my dad, but not so much with texas XD! i really want to go to either tulane or emory. those are pretty tough schools, but their supposed to be pretty good. i dont think im going to get in, but i also applied to uc berkeley and princeton, just in case. i think if i tell berkeley that the last place i lived 6 months was cali, theyll be okay with it. anyways, idk why im talking about school as soon as i finished, lol!

so yea my friend aruzia is pretty cool...i told u about her blog a while ago, and its pretty awesome. but she hasnt posted for a while, so if anyone reads this and ur not actually aruzia, u should go check out her blog and tell her to get posting again XD!

o so i cant believe i waited till now to say this, but i guess i was just super excited about the other stuff, lol...im going to the bahamas XD!!!! my daddy's taking me just the 2 of us and we r going to basically just get this nice place there for a week and relax there. im so excited!!! we're flying out on the day after xmas so we get to be there for new years too! its b/c i graduated, but i think its also kinda that he wants 2 do something special with just me since i just broke up with J. i kinda told him about it b/c he noticed i was sorta distracted. he was really nice about it, and hes been doing all kinds of special and nice things for me recently. im pretty lucky to have him around :). and to have all u wonderful fans obviously :P! all 2 of u, lol. u rock! and im excited! and im a little tipsy b/c my dad and i had about half a bottle of wine with dinner! yay XD! rawr! bye!!